Everyone meet KIKI...

this is KiKi! my free-loader hate-hate relationship!!!

Hi everyone! I haven't been able to update my blog for quite a while now. I was really busy with all the "don't do this! and don't do that!"  from my doctors. By the way, the encircled black cluster is the lump of tumors in my neck and chest area - KiKi. It's just above my heart and the rest of the dark spots i can explain thru PMs..LOL

Let me tell you some things about KiKi. Because of "K" (KiKi's street name) i get to be poked on various parts of my body with nasty needles so the docs can find out if K is cranky or not, or in other words trying to still literally kill me from the inside. Because of K i have suffered insurmountable amount of pain all over my body from time to time. Because of "K" I'm stuck at home balding, bloated and isolated from the rest of the world. Because of K my life depends on toxic chemicals that make me vomit like my insides wanna come out. That's all because of K!

See how selfish KiKi is? No matter how much i tried to get rid of K, still! hangs around like nothings going on. Tried cutting K with a scalpel but it seems K is wrapped around my blood supply like a huge parasitic leech! So when docs suggested to "poison" her, i said yes right away even though it will also poison me in the process. It's now a matter of who's stronger, KiKi or Me? We have 7 rounds of pound per pound chemical warfare. So far the score is 1-0. In my favor of course! 

I just can't wait for the final round where i knock KiKi out and can finally leave me alone. And just to be sure I'm filing for a restraining order. "KiKi not allowed within Lloyd's lifetime!"