control. alt. delete. delete. delete. delete.

Have you met someone you wish you can just forget so you won't drown with the overwhelming pain they cause you? I did. I do....


If there's just a way to completely erase you, i already have. I don't wanna know how much caring for you gives me joy or how much loving you keeps me breathing. I don't wanna feel how much it pains me when you say goodbye or how much it hurts when you look pass through me when I'm right here standing in front of you. I don't wanna wake up again from a dream knowing that it's the only place a "you & me" exists. And I don't wanna pretend anymore that we are both travelling on a road that one day may cross paths.
I wanna say goodbye. I tried to say goodbye. But goodbye seems to be hard on me. My mind is letting go but my heart says no.